heys.
i'm bored+tired+nervous+excited+happy=mixed feelings.
ok, firstly, bored and tired almost everyday. there's nothing to do. and i want to skateboard! can someone really teach me how to? next, tired after every training cos now we need to train harder so to beat MGS on wed(18112009). it is like coach only told us that we will be having a friendly with MGS on wed(11112009) that means that we have only 1 more training session in the whole week! i think i will not screw it up. like what coach said: saying that you will fail, means that half of the battle is lost. *sigh. someone give me hope, give me strength. on wed(18112009)- the last day of the camp-in the morning-friendly with MGS. OMG!!!!!
i'm gonna screw it up.
on 11112009(wed) played situational. played the 2nd baseman first. got scolded by coach cos i kept on fielding for the ball then she scold me saying that i shld let others field. it makes me feel that i'm selfish.-maybe i am but my teamates also call. so i take larh since i'm in the front. so depressed. so sad. so...... dunno? maybe, i'm not cut out to be a softballer. but i will try my best until i am dead confident that i suck at the game. then next, i played right-fielder(outfielder) standing under the freaking hot sun makes me sweat and tired. the worst thing is that i didn't catch any ball cos there;s nothing that comes to me. then coah say my fault again cos i never help jieling catch the ball. wth+wt_! like that also my fault. yes, yes, all my fault. i'm the worse ok? you happy?
however, the greatest thing that i've enjoyed is that i ahve become tanner!!!!!!! omg, i love it. being a dark chocolate. hahhahahahaahahahahahahahhaahahaha.


wish me best of luck for my friendly, i will fight till the end despite the heat, boo(s), cheers and scoldings. cos i love my game(:

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