maybe its my fault....
my fault for not understanding
for not freaking hell understand what;s happening
and believing that its all my fault
you are always on the winning end.
great, and you just made me look like a stupid fool,
waiting,
or maybe, im the one that is stupid.
freaking hell hate this.
so hard.
but i will keep this going. i will just try(:
see, my smiley face.
im keeping myself happy.
trying., trying to appreciate silence, that is ever present
between every sentence,
every reluctance.
maybe that;s i think,
cos i dont know what you think....
but you dont need to force yourself just to please me.
you know???
i fouy happen to read this, so sorry,
this is just how i feel,
but one thing im sure is that,
you still mean a lot to me,
just that.... nvm.
i want this to continue......
people, there must be rain, for a rainbow to appear.
and its up to me, to find beauty in the ugliest day.
wish me luck.

shixuan,
speechless.
but ily, nonetheless.

SHI XUAN :D My name is SHI XUAN. loves the colour gray. being dull loves skateboarding current nan hua-rian soft ball and rugby. nick: raech i grow older by day, but most preferably on the 25TH OCTOBER. SCORPIO. (: bolditalicunderlinestrikeout