learn to forget and really really forget.
no second thoughts, no hesitation. no nothin.
just firm decision to forget.
but never to forgive. for everything that person has done.
just ignore, be indifferent, be cold(towards him/her)
BE
EVERYTHING
YOU
THINK
IS BAD.
cos you don't deserve it. that person does.
i want to be indifferent, seriously COLD, and ignorant.
plain.boring.about everything.
cos this sucks.
this earth does not have anything like miracles, fairytales.
whatsoever.
everything is just bogus to the human life.
i;m going to extremes.
NOW.
gna really really really HATE someone and i'm going to do '
everything and anything to hate that person.
until he / she becomes a thorn in my flesh.
seriously, gna really hate people i really hate to the core now.
and i'm gna love people that i LOVE really really alot.
that's what i'm gna become from now onwards.

shixuan.
i'm becoming the demon in myself
dunno when i will be good or bad
and i seriously HATE laughter.
can someone just banish laughter from this
lying world.
i HATE laughter.
fake laughter are even worse.

SHI XUAN :D My name is SHI XUAN. loves the colour gray. being dull loves skateboarding current nan hua-rian soft ball and rugby. nick: raech i grow older by day, but most preferably on the 25TH OCTOBER. SCORPIO. (: bolditalicunderlinestrikeout