truthfully, i had it.
i thought my fairytale, my wish could come true.
but i was wrong. i thought for once, i will
get what i want. get what i always wanted,
thn i realised, i was wrong and the worse thing is that
i will be in the losing end
where no one will care. where you will
just go away. pretend you dun see me.
thn i will be pissed.'
and i will be eating/drinking vinegar my whole life until you are gone
but that won't be the case anymore.
since you told me to forget, since you told me that
it will come to you(when i know its not true for ALL)
since you pushed it all back,
since you left me standing in the hell......the rain.
when you can get into the shelter all on your own,
that's unfair isn;t?
someone told me to liek you quietly, but i won;t .
and i will not do that forever,
cos since i prayed to god to give me an answer.
whether to give up or not.
and since he made you said those,
i guess that's the answer
so sorry for taking up your time.
when i thought i was right for that one moment.
thn you went to change it.
rightaway.
you ony cared for your face. ego.
you're so self-centered.
you are so selfish.
you rather leave someone pissed.
when you know that the consequence is that:
i will make you pissed in the end
maybe what you said is true:
that it will come to you.
butu i know, its not for me
not this time,
i will not believe in miracles, wishes, fairytales,
needless to say, happy endings where both parties will be happy.
not anymore,
cos i tried and failed the umpteenth time
and i will never fall for that stupid trick again...

shixuan.
fairytales are scamers in disguise.
how pathetic is that?
so what if you are an fuck up asshole.
you told me not to think.
'to give up
so that's what i'm going to do.
vanish asshole.