why would you want to break a perfectly good heart?
why would you want to take our love and tear it all apart?
why would you want to make the very first scar.
how do i get it back the way it was before??
cause everytime you smile, i smile
and everytime you shine, i'll shine for you,(:
out of the darkness and into the sun.
i'll spread my wings and learn how to fly,
i'll do what it takes until i touch the sky.
and i'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
and breakaway.
(song lyrics from perfectly good heart and breakaway)

homework are piling up cos i;m not paying attention
in doing it.
shit,
asshole.
should start paying attention and everything,
don;t wna lag behind.
thn i will feel damn shitty.
need to buck up-for everything,
at least, in class i'm paying attention to the correct lessons.
hahaha.
i'm progressing really fast for the stuffs i wna forget all my life,
i know this is not important to work.
but i just want to make sure i forget it for life,
cos it is really stupid and idiotic for it to stick at the back
of my head like some asshole person.
wth
im going to be selfish to people already.
cos when i start thinking for people,
they take it for granted.
and they just abandon you,
when they think you are an asshole.
as dun blame me if i become a selfish person
you all are responsible for it.
not my fault.
so i will be bad to you.
too bad,
that;s what you/your asked for.
i just want to concentrate fully on sports and
my work.
the others are redundant.
if i offer you sth and you turn it down,
i will never give you anything anymore.
thats pure selfishness.

shixuan
progressing to.... selfishness.

SHI XUAN :D My name is SHI XUAN. loves the colour gray. being dull loves skateboarding current nan hua-rian soft ball and rugby. nick: raech i grow older by day, but most preferably on the 25TH OCTOBER. SCORPIO. (: bolditalicunderlinestrikeout