sometimes, i wna breakaway.
i wna get away frm things that destroy my life.
bit by bit,
everything i do, i do it for you,
its just that you dun understand.
i tell myself i can;t.
but no one tells me to believe in myself.
and no one tells me to give up.
i'm lost.
i need someone to lead me through,
however, that person, is gone forever,
wth,
why did you give it up when you said you will try your best,
you said you were sorry
but that was fake,
you said that you rejected and you felt guilty.
why?
i know it can't be forced,
so, i'm going to give up.
i came back 2 times. but both times,
i failed.
cos you dun mean what you said,
cos what you said is all for a show,
to show ppl how great you are,
i think you did not even try your best,
you just took what ppl give you. for granted.
thn if the person says she hates you,
you go sorry all over,
you go pitiful all over.
you always say you are sorry
you start blaming other things
adn you expect people to forgive you
do you know how asshole you are?
i know you hate ppl talking about you,
but have you ever asked yourself if you had not do it too?
you just wna be the best. and blame others,
the worst thing is that,you dun care.
you did not even try asking,
in fact you assumed everything,
hais.... nvm, its all over,
time won;t go back for me to have a chance to change everything,
change everything means the chance for me to hate you even more.
hope you get confirmed.
so that i will not see you forever,
i do not regret writing this,
and you can write in your p.m. and show the
world how pitiful you are.
but you know what?
i dun give a single damn,
cos i got other better things to do,
and its the best for me,
and i will never apologise for everything i've done to
make you upset.
cos i know whatever i do, you dun care.
ignorant freak,

shixuan,