hwanling, thanks for telling what not to do.
i know by doing that it will make me a very bitchy person
but you don't know how pathetic it's to get punched DIRECTLY in the face
by someone. unfortunately idiotic.
the thing is that i'm LOST. i'm CONFUSED.
i'm TIRED.
but there's one thing i can assure all of you esp YOU, that i will get better.
and i will FORGET. every single thing i've been through.
and mark my words. cos everything i say, i'll do.
hey, you. thanks you for everything, thanks for all those hurtful words.
cos i know what to do already.
thanks you for letting me stand in the rain.all alone.
and i wna tell you that we dun have any misunderstandings between us.
we have a very thick, distinctive line between both.
let's just continuing hating each other
cos that is the only thing that benefits both of us.
everything is pretentious.
so what if i win every blog post? got prob?
i think you have it cos you are the loser.
you said that yourself.
so its none of my business
everytime i write something, you say " you win liao lorh"
i really dunno where all this will lead.
i just wna let you know that i win this blogpost agn
so no need for you to tell me
truthfully, i hate being emo just because of this stupid idiotic thing.
that does not make my life good. in fact worse.
i wna be that cheerful girl that enjoys everything she does.
and not bother what lies ahead. not bothering what others think or do.
to everything with pride. do everything in my own stride.
to be confident. and not let other stuffs get in the way.
to let my life be filled with COLORS.
array of them. such that they make up the RAINBOW
live in happiness, solo, myself, one, personal space.
WHY???
i dunno. seriously, i need someone to tell me what to do,
i'll pray.and i'm very sure that my questions will be answered.
with the right path. right decision.
to concentrate. on sports, studies, myself and friends
guess selfishness will give you all these.
block OUT.

shixuan...(stood in the rain for so long, until, i had one of the droplets.)
forgetting every second....minute....hour.
that's why sometimes i'm feeling down. that's why sometimes i'm feeling under.
dun wna spread animosity.
wna this to end.
T.H.E.e.N.d.
let it end here.continuation is never allowed.
not even happy stuffs,
everything ends. and the worse thing is that good things dun come easily.
and they leave easily.quietly,
while the bad ones stay like a thorn in your flesh,
forever.....
ending. everything. i wont bother you anymore.cos i'm tired.
i tried and failed.
~THE END OF ALL THIS~
life has its ups and downs. but remember it needs RAIN and SUNSHINE
to form a RAINBOW.
by huiping(:

SHI XUAN :D My name is SHI XUAN. loves the colour gray. being dull loves skateboarding current nan hua-rian soft ball and rugby. nick: raech i grow older by day, but most preferably on the 25TH OCTOBER. SCORPIO. (: bolditalicunderlinestrikeout